Within a month

It has been a while.
I have done some exploring new states.
Traveling by plane, car, foot, four wheeler, fishing boat,inner tube.
Examining my current reality.
Feeling the emotions.
Seeking to find a living balance between the two.
Fighting the roaring lies.
Soaking in the gentle whispers of truth.
Building muscles from the heavy burden I carry.
Relaxing when the burden is taken away or set aside.
Sharing some tears.
Filling a room with laughter.
Sometimes I think maybe I really am loopy.